A very common theme in the stories that you all tell us is that your church did not help you. Your church added to your suffering, gave you foolish counsel, and in the end sided with your abuser rather than with you. You have all heard that same old story over and over again if you have been visiting this blog very long. Thankfully there are some exceptions in which an abuse victim’s pastor and church stood with her. But those are the exceptions, and they are rare. In telling her story of her “awakening moment,” Kay made this statement –
I hadn’t been strong enough or had enough courage to say ENOUGH to my husband, Christian friends, pastors, counselor, who insisted our marriage could be healed until that moment. I still hoped at times he would change, but one day, driving in the car, I begged God , “please don’t make me live with him again”. I heard a peaceful, quiet voice – you don’t have to.
This process went on for decades – and that is not unusual either. Actually, I suspect that Kay was indeed far more courageous and strong in all of those years than she might give herself credit for, but we understand what she means. The fog, the confusion, the deceit. Now, what jumps out at me in her statement here is that in order to finally leave her abuser, she not only had to be strong enough to stand against him, but to stand against her Christian friends, her pastors, and her counselor, all of whom were telling her to stay with the abuser and fix the marriage. And that just grieves me to no end [no, more accurately it makes me very, very angry] – that Kay and so many others have to have their suffering intensified and prolonged. The church becomes her enemy in that case.
When the “church” becomes the enemy of righteousness and justice and mercy for the oppressed, what has the church become? How is it that we have come to the point of exalting marriage and family over mercy to the oppressed? So that we call a monstrosity that is no marriage or family at all, a marriage and family that MUST be preserved?
This just boggles common reason and common sense. How is it possible that our study of the Bible could lead us to insist that a woman who is being abused – even beaten, having a gun pointed at her, raged against – cannot divorce her tormentor just because he hasn’t physically committed adultery or physically thrown her out of the house?
How is that? I cannot fathom it. And yet the “church” is our enemy on this. In fact, it has become the non-church – a fake and counterfeit.
Many abuse victims tell us that they have been so wounded by their churches after they pleaded for justice and help in dealing with their professing-Christian abusers, that they just cannot bring themselves to return to a church – at least right now. I can hear more “helpful” Christians start quoting Hebrews 10:25, spouting off about how we are not to forsake the gathering together of the saints so we can encourage one another to love and good deeds. Well, what happens when that gathering together doesn’t encourage, but discourages and oppresses and enslaves? Is that the environment the Scripture calls us to not forsake? I don’t think so.
Well, I feel my blood pressure rising and when that happens my tact and kindness level starts to fall, so I had better end here by just restating the question – what does a Christian do when the church becomes our enemy? Thankfully, as Kay testifies, the Lord Jesus is ALWAYS our Friend. And so are those who truly known Him. He always has His remnant.
I’ve been numbed by the church I attend. The pastor is bold and goes through the word with strong conviction. Yet.. He holds marriage as a badge of honor and forbids divorce even stating if I have divorced my ex I am still married to him. It’s like he said that directed at me from the pulpit. I keep my mouth shut.. . Knowing God knows what hell I went through in the court system. My conviction is a testimony that I won’t back down or argue about what he believes. The only friend I need is seated at the right hand of the Father. He has been faithful!
Rae
Such pastors’ boldness is usually the bondage of legalism. He is doing great damage. You are courageous!!
Oh, thank you, thank you, thank you! That verse in Hebrews has been thrown at me again and again because I defend NOT attending church, though my heart’s desire is to do so.
My church family and attendance now is solely online and has been for years. Thank GOD for the Internet!
I tire of people whipping the backs of those who don’t physically show up at any ol’ brick-and-mortar “church” and lay shame and blame on us, though they know neither us nor our testimonies.
Those same people don’t even think that perhaps Paul (or whoever wrote Hebrews) wrote that verse because believers in those days risked their very lives by assembling to worship God, so the writer was merely encouraging them to gather even though their lives were at risk because God is worthy of worship.
The author of Hebrews didn’t pen that verse to lay shame on believers 2,000 years hence.
The professing church today is wearying. They don’t serve others; they scourge them.
I thank God for His Word, His true sustenance for those of us whom the professing church (with rare exception) has abandoned. Thank you, Pastor Jeff, for not abandoning us.